The Skeptic Psychic​ ​(2010)

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An Autobiography into the Acceptance of the Unseen

The continuing story; seven months of journal entries, channeled messages, and personal experiences. In these I learn to overcome a fear of working with Spirits, Fairies, and Aliens.

I started to write in the fall of 2004, during the night, in order to return to sleep. I was learning, developing as a medium and an animal 
communicator, and I learned that if I wrote my dreams or what my “pretend friends” were telling me through dreams, then I would be “left alone” 
and could return to sleep. No, I was not crazy; just a struggling would-be psychic searching to understand the unknown and when I began this 
path, my searching, I found little literary assistance. Yes, the celebrity psychics all had their autobiographies in print but something was 
missing. I needed to learn HOW they learned not WHAT they learned. I needed to understand the beginning phases of mediumship, not the 
perfected exercises of the adept. With this mission in mind I journaled my experiences and edited them into The Skeptic Psychic; an 
Autobiography into the Acceptance of the Unseen.

The Skeptic Psychic has two purposes; first it entices the reader to expand their imagination beyond what we currently perceive as reality and 
it offers my experiences and my reactions, my fear to these situations, as a comfort and encouragement for the reader to challenge their own 
suspicions and limitations. I am now a working psychic; offering animal readings or mediumship as well as leading meditations, teaching classes 
and offering energy healing and my students and clients often comment how at peace and “naturally talented” I am and I smile. For I know that
I had lived through a myriad of experiences that, with time, had taught me to acclimate and accept the unseen. But I am far from “naturally 
talented” and I feel that The Skeptic Psychic could help aspiring psychics, or anyone contemplating the unknown, to better understand that 
they are not alone in what they are experiencing.

I composed The Skeptic Psychic from chronological journal entries that span from August of 2005 through March of 2006. The book opens just
after I attended a weekend retreat that posed the possibility that adults could believe in fairies and aliens. The more I questioned if fairies could
exist the more I discovered that they did. Later that year I confronted my apprehension when sensing that aliens were near as well. And as 
2005 changed into 2006 I learned to overcome my fears and to accept the unseen.

I realize that my story and the fact that aliens and fairies do exist sounds rather unbelievable but read my book, follow the path, the reasoning 
of how I learned to overcome my fears and understand that the result was a peace, a knowing that we are not alone in our reality, that there 
are unseen beings, guides are another term, that are present to enlighten, protect and serve. I close this book description the way I close all 
my journal entries with the salutation, Namaste, defined through WIKPEDIA as; "I respect that divinity within you that is also within me."

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Reiki, Spiritual Healing and Holographic Sound Healing, I was delving into a myriad of healing modalities in the spring of 2006. Suffering from
acute spiritual deficit disorder, I appeared to be learning one technique when zzzzzzzzzzip I’d be off onto another tangent. I knew that I was 
growing as a holistic healer, animal communicator and a medium but couldn’t grasp my lessons as I was learning them. Luckily, I had the 
ability to consult my Spirit Guide, Yellow Dog, and channel his opinion. It was this wisdom along with messages from other confidants, such as 
alien entities, that opened my eyes beyond the veil. I learned that my linear reality was but an illusion, and that I could reach past the 
perceived physical boundaries of my being.

The Enlightened Psychic; Unlocking the Creative Source from Within is composed of a year’s worth of journal entries, psychic insights, and 
channeled wisdom that tease the brain beyond the reasoning of why. Written as a sequel to The Skeptic Psychic, this work can be read in 
tandem or stand on its own. Have you ever wondered Spirit’s perspective when contemplating the Universe? How would life be perceived 
while existing without a body and not through physical eyes? Is the human race heading towards a oneness with all that is? And how would 
this oneness, this communion with all that is, the sensation, or vibration, of love be perceived and understood through the limitations of the 
mind?

I’ve heard it said that true enlightenment is unachievable but I disagree. Man imposes opinions in order to dominate and subjugate one 
another. There is no hell, there is no evil, there is simply a fear, and when one lets go of that fear the reward is bliss. Allow yourself to 
question as you read my own trials and experiences. Ascertain what the human brain is capable of understanding verses what the soul 
knows. Travel with me to the stone circles, burial mounds and ancient ruins of Ireland, and later to the red sands of Arizona as I search for 
the answers. And formulate your own opinion as to what true enlightenment could really be.

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Unlocking the Creative Source from Within.

Following The Skeptic Psychic, this work continues with journal entries; traveling to Ireland, and then to Arizona. I share a new plateau of understanding of life around me, the experience of tapping into an indescribable energy of love, and accepting I’m part of a greater whole. 

The Enlightened Psychic ​(2011)

I never thought I’d learn to speak with spirits, let alone spirit guides, but a cascade of seemingly random events nudged me into a new reality.  
Written as a prequel to my first two books, The Skeptic Psychic & The Enlightened Psychic, The Awakened Psychic follows events before I 
met, and learned to channel my spirit guide, Yellow Dog.  

I begin my story while watching the waves lap the shores of Long Island Sound, reminiscing how I developed my psychic abilities with a dear 
friend. I discuss the accident which led to chronic pain. Pain, and stress opened a Psychic Pandora’s Box, and ghosts in my bedroom at night
invaded my dreams with horrifying thoughts of their deaths!  

I yearned to return to a physically active life; raising my three children, riding horses, and caring for a small flock of sheep and an organic 
garden. I had no time for physical pain, and little interest in talking to dead people. I attended a yoga practice in an effort to heal my body, 
but what I discovered was the art of meditation, and a way of ME initiating seeing spirits.  

I practiced meditation with the intention of understanding the thoughts of animals, and I honed the ability to share my mind with horses, dogs 
and even a parakeet. But pesky spirits still invaded my meditations. I sought out a class in mediumship expecting to attend a few classes, 
learn what the dead people wanted, and then return to practicing animal communication. I was wrong.  

The mediumship class also taught Spiritual Healing, which prompted me to take classes in a form of healing called Reiki. I met several Healing 
Spirit Guides as I progressed through my levels of Reiki training. I believed my first healing guide was a distant relative, and traveled to 
Hungary to research more. Wondering if I shared a past life connection with my spirit guide, I also experience a past life regression session.  
Later in my story, I learn how to use crystals from spirit guides who call themselves Druids, and I share my experience of meditating with crystal 
grids, and journeying with animal spirit guides.  

I start attending a weekly class on spiritual development and discover the strange ability to first chant, and then speak in tongues. There was 
a different spirit near, and I receive ancient hieroglyphs, or symbols, in my dreams, as the energy of my meditations change, or expand. I 
wake up knowing odd knowledge of ancient cultures, perhaps the fabled land of Lemuria? I struggle to understand the identity of my latest 
spirit guide, and finally piece together the mystery.

The Awakened Psychic is not science fiction, nor fantasy, but a non-fictional account of how I learned to see, and understand, the unseen. I 
share this adventure with others seeking a world not confined to our five senses. Stretch your imagination beyond the physical. You might be
surprised to discover you are never alone.  

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Using crystal grids, Reiki & spirit guides to develop Animal Communication, Mediumship, and self healing.

My first experiences learning about spirit & animal communication, discovering the identities of spirit guides while attending Mediumship classes, meditating with crystals, and recording my dreams.

The Awakened Psychic (2014)

The Mystical Psychic is the fourth book in my Psychic Awareness Series. Like peeling layers away from an onion, my personal journey blossoming into a professional psychic has been filled with “ah-ha” moments, and through The Mystical Psychic, I’ve discovered, and let go, of an unknown prejudice against Pagans and Witches; people and worshipers who really are no different than the traditional Christian religion I was raised within or the new religion I was practicing, Spiritualism, a religion that believes life continues after the change called death.

This memoir style book opens with me sitting in a séance, practicing “talking to spirits” with friends. The culture of Spiritualism claims to be open and accepting of all belief systems. So when one in our group questions the “safety” of working with a spirit guide that looks like a witch, I begin to recant how I overcame my prejudice against those who practice forms of Paganism. Using journal entries, I recall my first experiences; taking a Wiccan for Beginners Class, learning about Goddesses and comparing them to Angels, working as a pet psychic in a Renaissance Fair clothing store, being given a metaphysical dragon, learning to read the cards, first with Angel Oracle cards and later the Tarot, and then struggling with my chosen religion, Spiritualism’s, viewpoint of reading cards and using crystals.

Over the course of years, I learn, and share experiences highlighted by four key individuals; my Spiritualist mentor, Joseph, an eccentric would-be womanizer, the shop owner, Angela, a strong willed mother of the misfits, my Lightworker friend, Sharon, an ever present reason of hope and love and Yellow Dog, my spirit guide who channels wisdom and advice. All these people have rather eccentric viewpoints which I am drawn towards, especially the undertone of caring and acceptance which I needed to fill a void within my own life.

This book is composed of several years of journal entries; I’m interpreting pets to their caretakers, reading Tarot cards, talking to dead people, hanging out with people who prefer to wear tights and boob-push-me-up dresses, I begin to think M’Lady and M’Lord is how people really talk, I’m attending workshops where strangers hug and look forward to a common consciousness, and, most importantly of all, I feel accepted, loved and nurtured while embraced within some rather peculiar environments. But a conflict ensues.

Joseph steps over the line and is pushed out of our Spiritualist religious organization. I’m forced to choose between my mentor and my religion. The economy starts to crumble and Angela’s shop is closed. Sharon divorces herself from conflicts while I am ensconced within a solution. Slowly, I leave my nest of comfort and discover who I really am. And this is the purpose of this publication, to encourage the reader to take the chance, do the absurd, and release the fear, the judgment and perhaps the prejudice of the untried. Life can be a more interesting journey when one chooses to take the back roads.

The Mystical Psychic ends with my acceptance of not fitting into a religion or a paradigm. I realize that I don’t need to define myself as belonging to any one group or organization. How others perceive me are beyond my control. I have learned to accept others as they are, just as I accept me as me.

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Finding my Identity as a Spiritualist, a Pagan, or a Lightworker

The Mystical Psychic is a memoir, one woman’s search for identity through the beliefs of Spiritualism, Paganism and “Lightworkers.” The author experiments with contrasting viewpoints; the Tarot, Mediumship, Angel Oracle cards, Spiritualist protocol, how to cast a spell, and trusting in manifestation. Her story unravels into acceptance.

The Mystical Psychic (2020)

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There is nothing like leading a horse through endless labyrinth-like circles or listening to the trickle of water running over swollen legs, to place me into a state of contemplation. And this is how my story begins. Nursing my ten-year-old Arabian mare through a mysterious week-long illness while my mind, and this book, remembers the five years of work, errors, triumphs and tragedies that ultimately led to a true partnership with my dressage and trail horse.
 
Horseback riding is my passion, part of my daily existence and happiness, and when my riding horse unexpectedly died, I needed to fill the void left in my emotional, and social life. Enter Meerah, a five-year-old rescued Arabian, a horse that my ego assumed I could easily train to my liking. But Meerah had her own opinion of how our new relationship should function.
 
I should have known better than to apply the negative-reinforcement-style training that I had used on my old Western Pleasure mount… but I didn’t. I was in my late fifties and for the past twenty years had grown spiritually in my everyday life, however, my equestrian-mind remained mired within dominance. It was Meerah who healed my wounded emotions and introduced me to a new way of thinking about horsemanship.
 
Lessons from Meerah is a memoir, a five-year journey of my struggle to remember the simple path one needs to follow to form a successful relationship with a new horse, and not to blindly adhere to a recipe for training that I learned when I was much younger. Yet, ingrained habits are hard to recognize, and even harder to break.
 
My recently deceased horse knew what I wanted and our invisible body language of a raised rein hand, or a touch of the spur, would easily catapult my old mare into the proper response. But Meerah was young, inexperienced, and did not understand my minuscule cues, let alone being ridden. I was determined to lunge my new mare into submission, or bit her head into the proper position, or sit heavy and squeeze my legs into controlling her speed. I was determined to re-create the Western Pleasure and trail horse that I had lost, and never considered my new horse could have an opinion, let alone a different goal than I.
 
Meerah threw me off her back and into a fence, bolted and nearly unseated one trainer, and successfully wiggled her way out from under another. The beautiful Egyptian Arabian was a talented mover and had great potential, IF I could figure out how to ride her.
 
Two steps forward and one step backwards was the progress we made together as I struggled to get her into the frame I desired. And, ever so slowly, the epiphany of common sense seeped into my blue ribbon seeking equestrian head.
 
I learned to accept Meerah’s ability to move as a dressage horse, and not as a pre-destined Western Pleasure horse. And as I learned the value of Centered Riding, Liberty training and Natural Horsemanship, I changed my perspective. Meerah was not the typical “equine slave” I could control. Quite the contrary, she became a partner. And through all these lessons I met new people, rekindled old friendships, and grew into the horsewoman I am today.
 
I’ll always treasure the memories and experiences of my youth, it is acceptance of change, or is it growth, that I applaud throughout the contents of this book. I hope you find my words, and our story, inspirational for your own life’s journey,

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How a Rescued Arabian Mare Helped Me Evolve as a Horsewoman​
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​What is more difficult; Healing from the loss of a twenty-year relationship with my riding-horse or getting used to a new mount? Follow my five-year journey as I befuddle my way into the heart of an Arabian mare, and her into mine.

Lessons from Meerah (2025)